It was empty and quiet, a welcome respite from the noise and eyes of party. Well the noise at least, I thought, noticing the couple of small cameras arranged around the room. I sat in silence, for the third time that day, reflecting on my actions. My stomach turned, I disgusted myself. Not only had debased myself once again, in front of Ashvin once again, but this time I hadn't just put him behind one other teen, but a whole of room of them. It might have not been clear to the viewing party in my living room, but when I was on my knees, I cared more about what each of the guests thought more than Ashvin. Arjun brought, he must like them, must care what they think, so I should I too. I had been right this afternoon at least, I wasn't able to resist arjun.

The door creaked open. My jaw dropped.